Waiting on a yellow bird

The beauty of being
A single entity,
Binded by the transparency of
Geographic borders, is that
When I have no words,
He does have to not pick or pry.
I am I.
He is he.
And we are we.

7 weeks.

I want to be

awoken in a sea

of sun streaming through

the linen that is not my own.

And paralyzed by the still

and startling perfection 

that is your body cupping mine.

-b

soon.

soon.

I touched your voice,

beneath the cage of a speaker.

And that became

all I knew.

-b

2013

my life is becoming

the chase for motivation.

for inspiration.

i am running against

the hamster wheel.

with no steam

other than to

surrender. 

-b

Today I published an ebook!

I published an ebook on Blurb.ca! It’s $2.99, and in the next few weeks it will be on the Apple store.

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withering heights.

It’s funny how

A skeleton that was once so

so strong.

With chastity

and colour,

could wither into

a rack of 

desolate,

pervasive,

heartbreak.

And all I can

do is

watch. 

-b

Christina.

 

I crept under your covers

Buried by the Argentina humidity.

I was sticky

And you were cool.

{COOOOOl}

Like the first sip of

Malbec under a 37 degree

Sky.

I was calloused

And you were smooth.

{SMOOOOTH}

Like the splash of an eloquent espresso

Against a tired tongue.

You were a feast of vibrancy,

And I floated and

{SAAAILED}

 ever so buoyantly on your coattails.


-b

sacred.

I carry with me all of our yesterday.

And I spill out all of the tomorrow that’s

clawing from the anticipation in my collar bones.

Leaping from the sweat tucked in the backs of my knees.

Sitting fragrantly where I keep our love.

Your love that sits with the delicate

weight around my finger.

Your love that found a home in the

ridges and roads of my skeleton.

In the calcium of white on my nailbed.

Your love that filters through my type O negative

stream of vitality.

Rare and sacred.

-b
I would do anything to be 
in this photo again.
A magnet to your side. 
I would do anything to have your voice
be not in a speaker.
I would do anything, to drown
in this distance, and be
falling once again with you. 
I would do anything to have your flesh
become my flesh, and your eyes mold into my eyes,
and your palms sink into my palms. 
And your plans, become my plans. 
My future, becoming your future. 
I’m drowning in this distance. 
Come drink up this distance. 
I am aching in this distance. 
-b

I would do anything to be 

in this photo again.

A magnet to your side. 

I would do anything to have your voice

be not in a speaker.

I would do anything, to drown

in this distance, and be

falling once again with you. 

I would do anything to have your flesh

become my flesh, and your eyes mold into my eyes,

and your palms sink into my palms. 

And your plans, become my plans. 

My future, becoming your future. 

I’m drowning in this distance. 

Come drink up this distance. 

I am aching in this distance. 

-b

I’m going to take with me the cotton from your skin.

The one that cloaks me.

I’m going to take with me the electricity from your lips.

The one awakens me.

I’m going to take with me the strength from your arms.

And the love they give me.

I’m going to take with me the purity from your eyes.

The one that caged me.

I’m going to take with me a bottle of your words.

To remember how you fed me.

I’m going to take with me the strings from your heart, and the sand from under your nails from where me met. I’m going to take with me the thunder at the end of your tongue and the story we wrote in the cupboard of your ribcage.

I’m going to take with me your spirit tangled in the spirals of your hair.

I wish I could take you with me. 

I wish I could take you with me. 

journal rambles

I am living in the cocoon

of a cradle. The tin can

at the end of the string

to your heart. 

Time passes to my looming

demise and I stay still

with the sand in a books

telling spine.

I exhale you, I inhale us.

A world tossed down the alley

towards a tough crowd of pins and I watch the spin.

away we go.

-b

untitled romance

Everything clicked into place when I found you.
Like the electricuted muscle of
Your curious lips. saliva and  flesh.
Eager breasts.

Everything swam into its place when I found you.
My words free to run, from their nervous cages.
Yours free to roam along the canals of my palms.
(You are my road less traveled)

Everything was illuminated when I found you.
Just like the flashlight of your eyes.
Leaving me naked of every fickle disguise.
(You are my road most desired).

Everything was calm when I found you.

-b

psych love

we spoke that night

in riddles of the 

padlocked mind.

with tears for words

and lips for syllables.

Wriggling into the

loopholes, exhaled

in a psychedelic release.

finding love in the shape shifters

of a shared vision.

finding love in the prickle of touch.

-b

happy

To find happiness

in the gentle flick 

of a perfect lash.

A fierce brush of

happy lips.

To taste the scent

of happy skin-

to ignite the atoms of

a tongues eager edge.

To feel the swoop of wings

across the unraveling knot

of a happy stomach.

The happiness they

asked, if was because of you.

And I smiled.

Because it is.

-b

Lover, lifer, writer. Journalism student, and Vancouver freelancer. This is my personal blog with a lot of my own poetry and intimate entries. I am continuously inspired by successful, talented and innovative women, and I try to reflect that as much as possible. I hope you enjoy.
"Cento" Copyright © Andrew Brinker 2011.